Sunday, April 28, 2013

What I Learned About Christians Since Becoming One

Whenever I reveal to someone that I am a Christian, I immediately want to, and sometimes do, qualify that statement with an explanation of what kind of Christian I am. I am not one of those Christians -you know, the conservative, judgmental type. (My appologies to conservatives; it's my own prejudice, I know.) I think I'd prefer to tell people I am a drug addict than a Christian most days. Why is that?

I think most non-Christians think of us as weird, hypocritical, sheltered, ignorant, judgmental, arrogant, easily brainwashed and/or emotionally weak. We are dependent personalities. Baa! We believe absurd stories that people with half a brain would recognize as myth. We live in a bubble and don't see the real world.

But I wonder, is that what people really think? Or am I projecting my own insecurities?

Truthfully, from my experience in the church, well, my church anyway, I have found Christians to be stronger, more accepting, and more humble than the average non-Christian. Maybe my church family is an exception, but I have a feeling we are pretty average.

I've been on both sides of the fence, and I've seen more non-Christians look down on Christians than Christians look down on non-Christians. I don't say that to point fingers. I did it too.

However, I now know that not all Christians believe the same things (and if you are part of a church in which every question has an answer, and all hold the exact same beliefs about the Bible/heaven/hell/the nature of God/etc. you might want to check out the characteristics of cults, because even the greatest theologians of all time, even those who walked with Jesus and laid the foundation for Christianity, had differing opinions); I now know that many Christians are intelligent, critical thinkers; I now know that Christians are often more broken than they appear; I now know that most Christians experience doubt and feel absolutely no connection to God by times; I now know that it takes an enormous amount of perseverance and strength to follow the Christian path in our current culture; I now know that there are literally thousands of Christian movements, and some of these movements make other Christians just as uncomfortable as they make non-Christians. We are not homogeneous; we are not blind to the absurd among us; we are not static, unchanging people.

We are hungry for God. We experienced something that may or may not have had anything to do with the Bible or church, and that experience ignited a spark of faith in the supernatural. Each of us have our own story as to why, but following The Way of Jesus intuitively makes sense to us.

Does that mean we now have answers to life's big questions? Hardly.

Does that mean we should now be "good" people? Here's the thing, like every other human on the face of the earth, just because we know something is wrong doesn't mean we can easily stop. Non-Christians and Christians alike are guilty of judging Christians with less mercy than the average Joe. From my experience, people in the church are, on average, living healthier lives spiritually, but everyone still struggles with some sin, and some Christians struggle with pretty hardcore stuff. However, I would bet that Christians (again, on average) are more likely to recognize shortcomings and want to change them. We are often acutely aware of where we miss the mark. That's not to say there aren't assholes among us. That's a fact of life. Some people just suck, whether Christian or not. As Christians, we are called to love (care for, treat) the assholes among us, rather than ridicule or shun. My less Christian self would want to (and sometimes does) ignore or lash out.

I'm not sure where these ramblings are going, if anywhere, so I will end with this final thought. If you are a non-Christian, and you are a little intimidated around your Christian friends/relatives/neighbours because you think they are taking your inventory or judging your lifestyle, let me tell you a little secret: most Christians, like everyone else, are too caught up in their own stuff to be worried about yours. Sad, but true.

1 comment:

Cheryl said...

Love this! So very true, I can relate.

My father and I were talking about religion/Christianity and critical thinking the other day and how it seems common and mainstream to associate Christians (or faiths in general) with unintelligence or naivety. There seems to be this idea of the average Christian as a white, conservative card-carrying, intolerant ninny. I personally believe this more commonplace today because of our laziness as a collective. People share daft "memes" (I just learned what those are!) on Facebook of super-simplified criticisms/beliefs/social commentaries and people don't seem to dig a little deeper *myself included!). People aren't reading as much as watching, and they aren't communicating with one another in person as much as they are between screens in a series of passive aggressive or edited blurbls.

I had this whole idea about "Christians" for most of my 20s that I created from a bunch of funny fake news shows I watched that talked mainly about a handful of politicians. I didn't go out and talk to (better yet, listen to) real people.

What's funny is that as I get older and certain interests of mine broaden,I'm learning how very wrong I was. Some of the greatest critical thinkers are Christian theologians - some of the most critical writers I have read or heard on the radio these past two years are old, white, Catholic guys who have talked about everything (positively) from gays in the church and women's ordination.
Your post (clearly) makes me want to blog again, thanks for sharing, sorry for the novel, ha!